Okay, I don't understand how someone can just decide they don't want to be friends anymore. Like, if you really care about someone, you could make it work if you really want to.
I hate how my life is going right now. I feel like I don't have anyone. I've lost so many good friends in the past couple of months. Just one after another...people stop calling and I don't know what I've done wrong. I used to have so many people to talk to and hang out with, but those people are off doing other things. And now, even my closest friend has made it pretty clear that she doesn't want to be "close" anymore. What does that even mean? Like, we can't call each other anymore or have sleepovers or anything?
It just seems like I have no one now. I used to feel so...cared for; I don't even know what else to call it. I mean, I just used to feel so popular and loved, but as of right now, I feel pathetic and lonely beyond belief. I just wish I could find out what I did and do everything over.
I hate the way everything is in my life. I feel like a fucking bum, and I hate it.
Ugh, this is lame. I'm going to sleep.
2 comments:
Aw...catie.im so sorry about wat ur dealing with right now!. i kno we arent the closest of friends but im still here for u if u need anything..of if u just need a friend!!!!!!!!!!
ehh.
it's not like i don't want to be your friend. i'll still always be a call away if you need someone to talk to. we just can't chill anymore. like, my mom's telling my dad too & he's gunna be pretty pissed about the whole thing as well. MY MOM ACTUALLY SAID THAT I'M NO LONGER ALLOWED TO HANG OUT WITH YOU. at least for a couple of months. it's not your fault or mine, but i can't change it. some things just work out into bad situations.
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