Oh I get by with a little help from my friends, Mmm going to try with a little help from my friends

I haven't been very good at staying off the computer. I've been on almost every day since I posted my last blog.
That doesn't mean my opinion's changed about stuff. It's addictive and it's scary how easily I broke my determination. Oh well.

This week was really good. There were some rough parts, but all in all it was very good. Probably one of the best I've had in a while. I think my good mood started last week and carried on to this one, but it's hard to tell. I don't care though. I just like the state of mind I've been in for the past week, and the state of mind I am right now sitting here. I just got back from a good time with my friends; who I've come to realize are my best friends and I like them a lot.
School's been really lame lately. All my grades are up and I'm doing fine, but I have a ton of projects and papers due this month. We have no days off and Spring Break seems a long way away, but Kara's mom said something that kinda made me think today. She was like "Wow, you guys only have 3 months left of school", and I was thinking WOAH! We definitely do :) It's the first day of March right now, which is the 3rd month of the year, and I still remember New Year's like it was yesterday. Everything's flown by so fast, which means this school year will too (hopefully). I dunno, I just found it surprising because I never really thought about it. Like the way I've been putting off my Chemistry project because it wasn't due until March and that seemed like weeks away, but it's due 9 days from now and I haven't started yet.

I'm a happier person right now. I've let go of a lot of things, and I like the way I am and the way things have changed. Things are simpler and a lot more enjoyable. No time is ever wasted and nothing's really getting on my nerves anymore. Before, everything used to annoy me and I would get frustrated with everything. Now I just feel like smiling, as cheesy as that sounds. I'm just content. Let's hope it stays this way, but I really think it will. Stuff my mom says to me that would make me so upset before doesn't bother me. I just say "yeah, mom", and do what she tells me to because I don't feel like fighting. That's a really big deal for me. I stick up for myself and tell the truth. It's refreshing, and it's all managed to happen in the past 2-ish weeks.
:)
I love my girlfriend and my friends and Oscar. They're the best things that have happened to me.

I hope things stay like this for a long, long time. I feel so happy right now.