Take the map and point to anywhere.

I haven't updated this in a long, long time. Spring Break has come and passed. It was great. I loved it. My grandparents loved Kara, like I knew they would, and I had an amazing time hanging with her by ourselves for 5 days. The things I likes most were the little things. Like being able to sleep with Kara every night (not sexually) as long as the door was open. And taking a bike ride. And watching her play video games. And discovering Samoa ice cream and Amy's veggie pocket things. Annddd Kara letting me shove a camera in her face every time the light caught her perfectly, and I wanted to take a picture of her. She's the perfect subject. She's the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. Anyway, it was all very nice. I wish it lasted longer, but it was great none the less.

Sometimes I wish I could talk to my mom the way I do in my mind. It seems like things have gotten really tough with her lately. I doubt it's just me though. I want to ask her Why do you walk through the house from your room to the kitchen to upstairs, and get everyone pissed off at you? Does your throat ever get sore from the shrill, screaming tone you have it in all the time? Do you ever stop to think that maybe you're a Narcissist? How does it feel that my day is ruined by you constantly? I spend 100% of my time trying to get away from you. How does that feel? Arg. Moms.

I like the weekends. I've been sick and kinda bummed all week, so I've been praying for a good weekend to lift my spirits. And this one started off nice. I don't know what I was sick with but I felt like I could die. No joke. It was hell and I couldn't wait to get rid of it. After sleeping on my desk all 1st block, sleeping in the nurse 2nd block, sleeping with my arms propping me up 3rd block, and trying to sleep on Kara 4th block, I finially started feeling better a little after school. It's a relief. Tomorrow Kara, Alex, my little sister and I are going to the Humane Society. I'm really excited.

Not too much else has been happening lately, so I think I'm going to end this for now. I'll try to come up with something interesting to write about for next time.
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