It's the last day of Summer 2008. I'm really sad about that, but I think I'm pretty prepared for school starting up. I'm not looking forward to it, but I'm not completely dreading it.
I think for the first time this summer, I'm almost completely content with everything. I don't want to jinx it or brag, but I'm feeling really good about the way things are turning out. This summer's made it pretty evident who's important to me and who actually cares about me. I've found people I have a good time with and actually get along with. I mean, nothings completely 100% perfect, but I guess it never really can be. I don't know, it's just that I'm cool with the handful of close friends I have left, and I've been hanging out with a lot of nice people lately. Hopefully it'll turn into more opportunities for hanging out because I'm really enjoying it.
I've managed to surround myself with some pretty chill people, and I'm really happy. Or at least the happiest I've been this summer.
I've learned a lot this summer, and so so so much has changed. I wasn't sure before, but I know now that I'm fine with the way things went. The people who aren't as close to me anymore are fine that way, because they were obviously moved there for a reason. I'm not pointing fingers at anyone or saying that I'm not to blame, but think about it. I don't want to get hurt anymore.
I just hope this school year makes things better and doesn't bring in any unnecessary drama or anything.
And now, as I've said before, I'm gonna focus my attention on making my friends feel better. I want things to stay the way they are for a while, so I'm gonna make sure my friends stay close and trust me and stuff.
:) <3
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