Its not who or what you know because you’re better with nothing at all.

I feel good today. Things have been weird lately, and I say "weird" because they're neither good nor bad. Well, they have good moments and bad moments. It's very hard to explain. The bad moments have multiplied recently because...I don't know. But my parents have decided that it's that time of the month to get angry at me. This happens periodically and it's always the same routine. They're like "YOU'RE STUPID AND TOO MUCH FOR US TO HANDLE, WE'RE SENDING YOU TO A PRIVATE SCHOOL SO ALL OF OUR PROBLEMS WILL BE SOLVED!" and I'm like "NO! I hate you guys I hate my life I'm going to kill myself," and my mom's like "ARGGG, MY BLOOD PRESSURE, can you make some cinnamon rolls?" and everything seems to be okay now. My mom's fine this morning, but she had a complete meltdown yesterday. Apparently her blood pressure is going to make her die soon, and it's all my fault. She went beserk in front of me and my little sisters, like literally BESERK, and got my sister's and I really upset. It was scary, but she was cool by the time I called her a couple hours later.
That brings me to the good moments I had Friday and Saturday. Friday I had school, but it was a good school day. My days at school usually depend on whether I'm looking forward to something that's happening after school is over. I definitely was excited on Friday. Melanie and Kara picked me up and we went to B&N with Gage. There we waited for Cody Y., and while we waited, we hung out with Terry and Hannah. It was fun, but we had to leave after a while. From there, I don't really remember what else we did. But it was fun. I liked Friday and I'm glad my mom let me stay out.
Saturday was cool. I wasn't allowed out until 3 for some reason, but Kara and Melanie came over because I was really upset. They couldn't stay though because it was only 1:30, and I wasn't allowed to see anyone until 3, but they came and picked me up when it was okay for me to leave. We went to Cody Y.'s band practice for me to take some pictures of them. That was soo much fun. I love the music their band plays and they're all so nice. We made pizza and took pictures and listened to them play, but we had to leave after a while because we had to get ready for the movies. So we dropped off the film at Walgreens and went back to Melanie's house. We hung there for an hour or so, then went up to Bluffton to meet Alex M., Van, Terry, Haley,Gage, Alex W., and Cody for dinner. We were going to eat at Outback, but the wait was ridiculous and everyone wanted Asian food. So we went to Kobe's. Dinner was cool and we all laughed a lot. Everything else for the rest of the night was great until about 11:30. I had to call my parents when we were coming home, and they said I had to go right home when we got there. I managed to push it until 12, but it was still pretty lame. I had a lot of fun all day but I hope next weekend is better.


Kara and I's one year anniversary is on Friday. Terry was super nice and gave a toast to us for it. It made me blush, but Terry is a good friend and that was really nice of him to do. For Friday, I wish I was creative enough to plan something fun and unique, but I'm not. I think we're just going to my house and watching the sunset. But come on, that's so typical and cliche. I want to come up with something that commemorates and shows her how much she means to me. Maybe I'll think of something, but I'm still really looking forward to Friday.

I've got to end this.
I have more important things to do.