I'm grounded on this three day weekend, and it sucks. It's already Saturday afternoon and it's not as terrible as I thought it was going to be. Yesterday I got to see Kara after school until around 5, and my youngest sister had her birthday party today. I was supposed to go and help, but the people at the gym ended up running the whole thing. So I just got to sit around and eat and jump on the trampolines. Tonight, one of my sisters is going to another birthday party and the other is going to a Girl Scout camp, so it's just me and my mom. I'm kinda happy because we haven't really hung out in a while. We're going shopping then to a movie. We haven't really been getting along lately so hopefully today will be nice. I always like just stopping and talking to my mom, because she can give pretty good advice because she's been through a lot.
This week has been...a whirlwind to say the least. Monday was really stupid, and it opened my eyes to a lot about people I know. Not in a good way. I had my first therapy session with my new therapist, and I really liked it. He's a lot smarter and realistic and understanding then my last one. Then Tuesday was awful. I had a parent/teacher confrence with my mom, dad, and 8 teachers. I don't even want to talk about it. It was terrible. The confrence is the reason I'm grounded this weekend. I have some missing assignments in a class, so my parents weren't too happy. The rest of the week was just...there. Everything just kind of dragged on and I was ready for it to be over. No one was in a good mood because it seems that no one has really been happy with anything lately.
People are breaking up, fighting, and doing illegal substances everywhere. It seems like that's all anyone does anymore. I don't like it, probably because it's everywhere I go and all everyone talks about. I'm glad none of it is happening to me, but it's happening to my friends. I hope that it's just a phase and all the people I know will be happy again. And we can have a nice, fun, sober time together.
It's like a plauge. Almost everyone I know has gotten into something I don't agree with. It probably stands out more to me because I've never done anything like that, and I don't want any of my close friends to do that. But it just seems like it's everywhere, and I'm kind of afraid that if everyone talks and does it enough, the people I have left will get sucked into it too. I really don't want that and it scares me.
I dunno, I think the weather today goes along with my mood. It rained a couple hours ago but it's still all overcast and cold. I'm sick of all the people who are fighting with their girlfriends for no reason, saving up all their money during the week so they can smoke on the weekends, and the people who don't have anything else to talk about besides stuff like that. It's driving me crazy. I want everything to be cool again.
I need to take a shower.
I'm excited to buy new panties today. I need new, more exciting ones.
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