Where is Saipan?

I just looked up things to do in AmeriCorps when I finally graduate high school this time next year. And Saipan is one of the places I have the option to be stationed. I have no idea where that is though.
I'll be going to CofC though for a year first, to wait for my girlfriend to get done with high school. I'm perfectly okay with that. I've always wanted to live in Charleston. It's my favorite place in the "south". I don't know if Florida is considered the real "south" though. I know it's south on the map, but is it really considered the "south"? I don't know...
The last couple days have been rough. I've been doubting myself a lot lately. Not anyone else, just me. I don't think I'm who I want to be, and I've gone too long being this person and it's too late to change. I'll get over it. I just... I don't know.

I miss the random trips to Beaufort, Barnes and Noble, La Ha, Burger King, and wherever else we felt like going to. I miss webcam videos and epic youtube episodes. I miss gossiping and having someone else to talk to. I miss blasting music and speeding down the road with all the windows down. I miss steering from the passenger's seat when the driver was texting. I miss tanning by the pool. I miss laughing my ass off. I miss not being able to sleep because the TV was still on The N and the fan was going. I miss looking through Itunes and making myself a CD because you have the best taste in music. I miss borrowing your clothes because you have the best taste in that too.
And I can't help but thinking that what happened wouldn't have if I were there. But maybe that's just because I'm full of myself.

I just hope you're happy.
Both of you.