I really don't want to think about those things anymore.

I want to adopt a baby kitten and keep it in my room until it gets older and my dog won't eat it. Not to copy Melanie's idea or anything. Really. I just want a cat because they're cuddly and sometimes more affectionate than dogs. Plus they're super cute. My mom and sister are allergic to cats though, and don't care enough to maybe take some pills or try to develop an immunity to it. Whatever. Maybe I'll get one when I get older.

Speaking of you, thanks a lot. Thank you so much. I really needed you last night, and I really try. I was hoping that you'd come and help me. I thought I could count on you.
Someone told me once to keep trying to call you, and it's my fault we're not close anymore because I'm never there when you call. They said that I should try really hard and that you really want me to be a friend. That's shit. I believed them and I keep trying to call. But I give up. No more calling. Not for a while.
It seems like theres more effort put into your Facebook videos than being my friend.
But I don't care anymore.

I want to take a photography class at The Center of Photography at Woodstock. I want to ask Cody and Kara if they would come up and do one with me. Kara isn't really into photography like Cody and I, but I believe that she'd be really good at it. She's the most creative person I know and always does well in things she just...picks up.
I need to ask for time off of work though. But I'm thinking about quitting anyway. I hate my boss. Daniel's isn't calling me back. Maybe I'll just be unemployed for a while. Or maybe I'll just keep the job. I don't know.

I am so incredibly excited for Warped this year. I can't even stand it. I want to go on a trip so bad. Maybe I'll suggest a trip to Savannah sometime this week. But I work. Meh.
A change of scenery is very, very needed right now.

I'm gonna go.