Sunday, October 4, 2009

And we would laugh, laugh till we cry. Making a song, making me lie.

I'm on a huge KOL/Pearl Jam/Yeah Yeah Yeahs/The American Analog Set/Regina Spektor binge. I refuse to listen to anything else.
The Silversun Pickups & Cage the Elephant concert is in 3 and a half days and I'm so unbelievably excited. Words can't even say. I hope I have enough money. I forgot the number to call if I need to check my credit card balance. I WOULD program in into my phone but I got that taken away weeks ago, it seems. I know it wasn't "weeks". Maybe just 2. But who knows.
I want it back. I feel bad for people who have been trying to reach me, like Jose who I really wanted to see. But I really can't get in touch with him. Whatever. I have my own things to worry about that take top priority.

I don't know what I'm doing. You make me weak; I'm powerless around you.

I dyed my hair for the first time in a loooong while. I want to change, for more than just the physical aspect. I want to change myself. Not that I'm unhappy, because I'm the happiest I've been in such a freaking long time. But just so I can look in the mirror and not see the same old Catie. Maybe that's why I was so obsessed with it 8th-11th grade. I wanted to see something different with myself. No matter what was going on around me, I would look different, therefore being perceived differently.

October 7: SSPU+Cage the Elephant
October 10: SAT
October 16: Where the Wild Things Are
October 26-30: Charleston? I hope.
October 31: Favorite holiday :)

It's going to be a great month.

2 comments:

CourtneyCallypygous said...

the word to make this go through is foonche. who comes up wit these?

anyways your a cool kid catie. relax breathe and soon youll realize youve been changing all these years. your someone new every year.

KaraMascara1376 said...

October 16th: You and I's anniversary.