Thousands of eyes live in our walls. And now they can see just what we've done.

So yes, I'm going to blog about this. I feel like it. I mean, the whole idea of this is to do what I want, to do whats best for me, and I want to blog.
I want to be happy and I want to feel numb at the same time. I want to feel so numb that I am happy. Maybe thats the problem. I'm actually hoping thats the problem.

This makes no sense,
and this is so stupid.
Who blogs about shit like this? ha.
I do.

Goodnight.