This break had a lot of firsts. First time I've seen a Saw movie, first time I saw Sex and the City, first time I didn't dress up for Halloween, first time I've ever seen a naked mole rat; but those are all silly little things. I threw up twice I drank so much on Friday, and I've never done that. Apparently I couldn't stand and kept hitting my face on things. I've never drank that much before. It was terrible. I was throwing up and making a fool of myself, and I feel really embarrassed. I know I can't take back what happened, but I don't want to be thought of like that. There were a few people I had a reputation with and I'm upset they saw me in that way. Especially Kara. I guess I got her upset a few times because I would slap her and be rude to her, but I don't even remember. I can't remember most of the night. I just hope I didn't do any permanent damage. She told me she didn't care, but I don't want it to be in the back of her mind when she thinks of it. I've never been like that ever, so I don't know. I hope the pictures taken don't end up on the internet, haha.
So needless to say, yesterday morning I had my first hangover. I loved yesterday though. I woke up next to my girlfriend and I was super happy. Alex, Cody, Kara, and I went to I-Hop and hung around the rest of the day until I went home.
According to my crazy mom, Kara's mom thinks we're obsessed with each other. I'm gonna go out on a limb here and say how I feel, but I hope I don't come off the wrong way. Before Kara met me, from what I could tell, she was unhappy and did drugs and never got along with her mom. I'd like to think that the reason she's happy now is because of me. That's what she tells me, and I know I wake up every morning happy to be alive because she's with me. Anyway, why would her mom think that? She obviously doesn't realize the change in Kara's mood these past 9+ months. I keep her out of trouble and I've been nothing but nice to her. Now, Kara's mom isn't going as far as my mom is. My mom's going to "restrict" our time together because apparently it's too much. That makes me so angry. If she wasn't such a bitch all the time then maybe I'd like to spend time with her. I love Kara so much and we never have a bad time when we're together, so it's pretty obvious why I'd spend every day I can with her. It's not really that much if you think about it. With school and soccer and Footloose and everything, compared to other couples; we don't hang out that much. It just upsets me that no one looks at the bright side of things anymore. Our moms have to have a problem with us, but they don't realize how greatly we balance each other out.
I'm not going to listen if my mom says we can't talk on the phone or see other as much. She doesn't know what she's talking about in that department. She doesn't even like my dad.
School starts tomorrow. Meh. We get Tuesday off for Election Day though, which is cool. I get to work as a poll worker for 7 hours, earning $120. I think I'm supporting McCain for president. The more I learn about Barack Obama, the more I think he's a liar and won't be able to do most of what he promises for this country. I think it'll be really funny when our country gets run into the ground because of him, and all these kids who supported him because he's black or good looking or whatever are stunned.
Who knows, maybe that won't happen. Hopefully that won't happen, but whatever. I'm just going to worry about today.
I'm getting off the computer. I'm supposed to do some cleaning before I can see a movie today. Oh joy.
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