Someone's got the answers, but I'd rather think there's nothing to be found.

Another thing I've realized is that my mood changes with the weather. It really does.
I've been feeling really gloomy for the past couple of days, and it's been raining. I'm not saying that nothing would've happened if it was sunny outside, but it's just the way it worked out. I hope it stops raining soon.

Today was better then yesterday, but not by much. Yesterday and the day before were unbearable. I had nothing to do but hang around my house.
Today was different. I got up kinda early because I was expecting to go to pilates class with my mom. She ended up not going though, which was fine with me. I hate getting up early. After going to an orthodontist appointment, I headed down to Coligny for lunch with Leemor Benny. She's one of my best friends, but today was weird. I don't know what to think of it. I didn't really have a good time, but I didn't have an awful time either. I just hope I get the chance to hang out with Leemor before she moves, and not like we did today.
After I left Coligny, my mom said we could pick up Kara, which is what I was hoping to do all day long. She came over and we walked to my BFF Melanie's house for a couple minutes, but then my mom called and we had to go home. I love Melanie and Bridget, and hopefully I can hang with them tomorrow.
When Kara and I made it back to my house, there wasn't a lot we could do because it was starting to rain. We watched The Truman Show, which is one of my favorite movies, but I guess Kara thought it's was odd. Whatever.
So then we started to eat dinner, but her mom came in the middle of it.
She left her sweatshirt here, and it smells good. I'm wearing it right now :)

My story wasn't too interesting, I know. I left out some stuff for the fact that my mom might read this someday. Oh well.
I've been thinking a lot though, as I always do. I've thought a lot about my friends, and which ones are really there for me and which ones I really care about. I just hope the sun comes out and I start getting out of the house more. I normally don't mind rain, but it's just been too much lately. Its like a weight on my shoulders. Not the rain, my mood. I've been really glum, and I don't like it.

That's all for now.