Sunday, September 7, 2008

If I could express it in a different dialect or in a delicate way, I'd capture the phrases inside the cage beneath my chest.

So, this weekend was definitely not as good as last week. It seems like it would be one of the worst I've had in a long time, but I'm actually not that upset. A lot happened since Friday, which we had off of school for the hurricane.
I kinda got into a fight with a friend, and that got me pretty angry. I wasn't in that good of a mood to begin with and on top of that, my mom wouldn't let me go outside. Nothing ended up happening though. The hurricane completely missed us.
Saturday was nice. I had a soccer game that we won, but it was maddddd hot outside. Afterwards, I went over to Kara's house, but we weren't there very long because her mom was coming, and it's always weird being there with her mom. From there, we walked to Main Street, then to the Walgreen's, Barnes & Noble, Dollar Store, and Wal-Mart area. It was fun just walking around with her. We seem to do that a lot, but I always like it. Kara got sick when we were in Wal-Mart though, the poor thing. But her voice sounds so cute when she's sick! I hope she gets better soon.
Today was pretty lame. I woke up, and I wasn't even awake for 5 minutes before my parents decided to scream at me for stuff that never happened. They think I don't ever do my homework, which isn't true. A couple days ago, they made me try out for this musical at my school because I have "such a talent" that I "shouldn't let go to waste". They're convinced that i skipped out on the auditions and lied about the whole thing. I don't care that they don't believe me, because I did and they'll see that when I get call-backs, but just how they yell at me. It's like I'm 12 again, and it ticks me off.
I'm not all like ohh, I'm 17 now. I'm an adult, but seriously. They talk to me like I'm a kid. I told my dad he was acting like a jerk, and he said he was gonna "slap that look off my face". Who says that? I know he would never ever hit me, but he's threatening it like it actually means something to me. They get so worked up over the stupidest things, and it's so unnecessary.
Anyway, Kara and Alex came over for a Drama project we had to do. Then Terry and Blake stopped over, and even though they couldn't stay, it made me happy. I love my friends.

Whatever. I guess the truth will come out and my parents will trust me again,
but I want things to get better like they were a week ago. Life has so many ups and downs, and I can't stand it.

I feel like dying my hair or something.
Hm.

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