I love you so much that it hurts my head, I don't mind you under my skin.

So I deleted my last post because it was so unbelievably stupid. It was just about how sad I was and how much I miss Kara. It was kinda pathetic, and I'm cool now.

Something I mentioned on there was about how my mom found my blog. She read it and decide to root through my purse and room and stuff 2 mornings in a row. I woke up both times though, and she was like "Oh, your sister is missing her jeans", and left. But I talked to her about it yesterday and this morning, and she said she was looking for a flask or something because I AM SUCH A DRINKER. She was referring to my Halloween post about how I had my first hangover and stuff, but HELLOOOO "first hangover". Just think about it. I'm not some crazy kid that drinks all the time.
And she found cigarettes in my purse. They weren't mine though, they were Nick Hottie Heitman's, and he gave them to me because he didn't want them anymore. I didn't smoke them though. I'm too lame and apparently I look like a little kid if I try to do it. Smoking is gross and turns your teeth yellow. There's no way I'm messing up my teeth.
Anyway, we talked it over and things are all good. I still miss Kara like crazy right now. It's the worst. I feel like I haven't seen her in forever, but she comes back in six days, which means that we've already made it through seven days. Today is my family's Christmas party though, and freaking 50 people are coming. That's a lot of people to entertain. Last year, I just hung around with Melanie and brought people their drinks. This year, Melanie isn't coming but my mom thinks my old friends Martha and Brianna are. I don't know though.
So what I'm saying is; the next two days are going to go by quickly because it's Christmas and we're having a party and stuff. So then it will only be 4 days until I see Kara. Then I have a date with my pal Timmy on the 27th and I'm suuuuper looking forward to that. Then I don't know what I'm going on the 28th, 29th, and 30th, but hopefully something fun.
This break hasn't been as awful as I've made it seem to be. Really the only things are missing Kara so much and getting in trouble with my mom. Other then that, I've liked all the people I got to chill with and I've had a good time. And this break isn't even over yet. I just can't wait until the 31st though, oh my gosh.

I need to go. People are gonna be here in 4 hours -_o
blehhhh.