Well, today is Friday and it's been 3 days since I last wrote. Not too much as happened. Kara and I's 6th month anniversary was Wednesday, and I got to hang out with her for the good part of the day. I went over to her house, then we went to the elementary school playground, then to Starbucks/Barnes and Noble, then to Wal-Mart where my dad picked us up. I discovered my new love for Wal-Mart sports, and for those of you who don't know what that is; it's exactly what it sounds like. You just go to the sports equipment section and play! I totally kicked her butt in everything, except for one. I think it was Ore and Nurf Ball Hockey, but I'm not sure. I hope I can go back and do that again sometime. I had so much fun.
Today was Melanie's birthday. She had a bunch of people get together, and we all went putt-putting then to her house afterwards. It was a lot of fun. No one really took the golfing seriously, so we left before we got the the 18th hole. After that we went to her dad's and hung out at her pool. Terry, Gage, Garret B., Bridget, Desirée, Anna, and Kara were all there, and they're pretty cool kids so it was nice. It was weird at times though. Like, I think I patched things up with someone I was having some trouble with, or at least I hope so. It was a good day overall, and I'm glad because I'm leaving for NY tomorrow. I really wanted to have a good day today, and I did.
Ever since I was like 13, I've completely hated family trips. I get really emotional and frantic before we leave, and I don't know why. Maybe it's because I miss my friends or maybe it's because I never really have a good time with my family, I don't know. But really, right this minute, I'm actually okay with leaving for awhile. I've been feeling really lonely and useless lately. I know leaving won't make that any better, but I think a change in scenery will be good. Plus, I love where we're visiting. We're going up to Keuka Lake and to Corning where my mom and dad grew up. It's gorgeous up there and I get to see all my family, which is nice. I actually wish I could just stay up there. I feel like I don't have anyone anymore. Well, maybe one or two people, but still. I've just been lonely and angry and sad and almost like...heartbroken. It's weird. I don't like how things are and I want them to get fixed. Running away to New York won't do that, but it's going to get my mind off things. I'm totally fine with that, but I'm going to miss one person like crazyyyyy. & My mom said I'm not allowed to make phone calls while I'm up there (not like anyone's going to want to talk to me, but still.) I hope that one person stays out of trouble and doesn't forget about me. I know it's only 2 weeks, but that's a pretty long time. Terry says that anything longer then a week sucks to be away from your partner. So yeah.
I think Melanie and Bridget just called me. It was a 617 number so my mom picked it up, and she was like "Someone with a very high voice named Steve wants to talk to you!". So I picked it up and they were saying something about seeing me on myspace and if I had a boyfriend and stuff. I asked if it was Bridget because it sounded exactly like her with a squeakier voice, and there was laughing in the background. It was funny.
Anyway, I need to get off and pack because I told my mom I was all ready to go, but I'm not at all. I don't even have all my clothes together.
So, for the next two weeks I'll be stuck on a lake with no TV, internet, or phone, and I'm fine with it. I just hope things won't be like I left them when I get back.
<3 :)
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