It's so weird how one moment, one decision, one day, or one phone call can completely change everything. That sounds really cheesy, but it definitely can. Today was really good in many more ways then one. For the first time in such a long time, I actually felt good 90% of the day. Theres still a lot of stuff I want to work out and make better, but I feel like things are kinda falling into place. I don't know if it's bad how emotional I've been getting over stuff lately, especially since I feel like everything is pretty much okay now. Just like that.
Whatever though, there's a lotttt that still needs to be worked out between me and...people. I'm just glad that I'm at a point where I can just chill out for a while. I'm begining to get that feeling where everything's getting lifted off my shoulders, I guess. I can't really describe it any other way. Now I need to focus on my friends, because from what I could tell, some people are having problems of their own. I want things to be better, as I explained in my last post. I'm going to work on that now, especially since I'm in a better mood. I hope I didn't just jinx everything though. I like being this way.
Today was just a really good day. I woke up early and went to my little sisters' riding lessons, because thats the only way I could get down to Coligny. When I got there, I ate lunch with my mom and sisters, then called Blake and went down to his work. I made some new foreign friends with his co-workers! or at least I think so. I hope they liked me, but one of them just sat back and giggled at everything that happened, so I don't know. After a while, Blake texted Kara and told her to come, and she did. We sat around there for some time but then his boss showed up or something, so we left. We walked around for a while, and then I got money from my mom and we went to Java Joe's. After that, I talked my mom into letting her come over for a couple of hours. We watched old All That episodes and hung around my house, and right there I was happy. I wasn't thinking about anything that was bothering me, and I was sitting there with my favorite person in the world, watching All That; the greatest show ever.
Just when I thought it couldn't get any better, Leemor Benny called me. Leemor and I haven't talked in a while, and even though I had to call her back because Kara was there, I was still glad she called. After Kara left, Leemor and I had a really great conversation about everything imaginable. It was long overdue because her and I used to be so close. I used to call her if anything at all was bothering me, and talking to her today made me feel like everything was alright again. Hopefully I'll see her tomorrow at fireworks, because I miss her.
After talking with Leemor, I called my buddy Timmy! He's one cool kid, and we've made some plans to hang out tomorrow. I'm super excited because I always have a good time when I'm with him. Katie Handley might join us too, and that's nice. I haven't seen her since school let out.
One of my friends has picked up a really bad habit, and I don't think she's listening to me when I try to get her to stop. I want her to listen so badly but I don't know if she is. I don't know about anything anymore in that situation, but I think everything's going to be better. Whatever happens is obviously for the best, but I'm not going to force anything.
Tomorrow has the makings to be a really good day, so I hope it goes well.
One week until Warped Tour :DDDD
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